Book 27 - The third day the frost

Book Number: 27
Book Title: The Third Day the Frost
Page Number: 278
Page Sub-total: 9592

So

I have the house to myself tonight
Guess what I'm going to do?
Spend the night curled up on the couch with my new boyfriend
His name is 'The Essentials of Physics'

Anyone got a life they want to trade me??

Just thought you should know...

Hey, slow it down whataya want from me
Whataya want from me
Yeah I’m afraid whataya want from me
Whataya want from me

There might have been a time
And I would give myself away
Oooh once upon a time I didn’t give a damn
But now, here we are so whataya want from me
Whataya want from me

Just don’t give up I’m workin it out
Please don’t give in, I won’t let you down
It messed me up, need a second to breathe
Just keep coming around
Hey, whataya want from me
Whataya want from me
Whataya want from me

Yeah, it’s plain to see (plain to see)
that baby you’re beautiful
And it’s nothing wrong with you
(nothing wrong with you)
It’s me, I’m a freak (yeah)
but thanks for lovin’ me
Cause you’re doing it perfectly
(it perfectly)

There might have been a time
When I would let you step away
I wouldn’t even try
But I think you could save my life
Just don’t give up I’m workin’ it out
Please don’t give in, I won’t let you down
It messed me up, need a second to breathe
Just keep comin around
Hey, whataya want from me (Whataya want from me)
Whataya want from me (Whataya want from me)

Just don’t give up on me
(uuuuuuh) I won’t let you down
No, I won’t let you down

(So I just don’t give up
I’m workin it out
Please don’t give in, I won’t let you down
It messed me up (It messed me up)
Need a second to breathe
Just keep coming around
Hey, whataya want from me

Just don’t give up I’m workin’ it out
Please don’t give in, i won’t let you down
It messed me up, need a second to breathe
Just keep coming around
Hey, whataya want from me (whataya want from me)
whataya want from me (whataya want from me)
whataya want from me

I'm sorry.

I know how bad you wanted this
I know how hard you worked
And I know it's not fair
That I should get to do this, and you don't
That I get chosen and you don't
And I know you were trying to be happy,
for me
But you don't have to be
I know you're upset
I don't mind
You have every right to be
You have every right to be upset with me
to be angry with me
Because I know how bad you wanted this
But it's not because you weren't good enough
Don't ever think that
Do not ever think that you are not good enough
because you are too good.

I love you
and I'm sorry

I did it again

my bad

Cuz I'm a conformer...

http://www.formspring.me/elmolover93

go for your life

I don't know how to put this

but I think it needs to be said.
I know I seem to prioritise. I realise that I don't put you first.
And I would say I don't do it on purpose, but to a certain extent I do,
So I'll say I don't set out to do it as often as I do.
But I apologise.
Because it seems that whenever you need me, She needs me more.
And I choose her.
I know it's not fair,
I know you need me too sometimes
and I am truly sorry for it
but I don't know how to change it
and I'm afraid if I don't
something will happen to her
and I can't have that.
For some reason, I have greater trust in your sanity and state of mind than hers
So I pick her. every time
and I want to apologise for it, for your sake,
but I don't want to not do it
Does that make sense?
I don't want to have to leave you to go to her, but I can't not go.
She doesn't mean more to me, you both are equal,
she just hurts more than you do
or maybe her hurts are easier fixed... I don't know
But I'm sorry
because I do always ditch you
and I know I apologise
but I don't think there's anything I can do about it
So I've just got to hope and pray that you'll always be waiting for me when you come back
Because if I had nothing to come back to
I wouldn't come back
I wouldn't survive