I'm sorry.

I know how bad you wanted this
I know how hard you worked
And I know it's not fair
That I should get to do this, and you don't
That I get chosen and you don't
And I know you were trying to be happy,
for me
But you don't have to be
I know you're upset
I don't mind
You have every right to be
You have every right to be upset with me
to be angry with me
Because I know how bad you wanted this
But it's not because you weren't good enough
Don't ever think that
Do not ever think that you are not good enough
because you are too good.

I love you
and I'm sorry