Oh Baby...

Needless to say I MISSED YOU!

You were gone, and there was no laughter or happiness in the world...well not in my world.
I think you were right, not only do you take up half my heart but three quaters of my brain as well. I didn't do much today...I just took some measly notes and yelled at the Wag-ninator.

OMGOMGOMGOMGOMGOMGOMG! 11 days till your birthday!!!
You are fifteen, going on sixteen inoccent as a rose...I am sixteen, going on seventeen, I'll take care of you! lol I love the Sound of Music!!!

Hope you are well
Cordially
Tianna

I was edgy,

But then you walked in.
And I was ok.

I missed you, I really did.
More than just 'oh haven't seen you in a while so i suppose i missed you'
but actual 'I thought about you and really wished you were there for me to hug' kind of missed you.
I missed your smile, your laugh, your smell.
I missed the comfort of knowing that you are always there
I missed the way that no matter the differences of our lives and the differences between us, you make it seem like it doesn't matter.

I need you there.
I needed you to tell me that it didn't matter
That it was only once, and that it was good anyway
I needed you to tell me that you are completely flabergasted at yours, because you didn't expect it, and don't know how you did it
I needed you to go through stuff and tell me all the good things i did, rather than let me focus on the bad.
I needed you there.
But you couldn't be there
I know it's not your fault
But I still wish you were there.
I don't think I would be taking it so hard if you were there.

I remember what I wanted to say to you,
I love you, and I missed you.

I missed you...

I have spent the last week checking both your blogs...
Then realising that you weren't home to write in them...
But the next day doing the same thing and checking them again, like i had to assure myself that you were still away.
I missed you both...
You are two of the most important people in my life,
Don't leave me again.