Saturday, March 20, 2010

Wish it would stop hurting, make it stop hurting

All I ever seem to do these days is cry.
Cry becasue of mum
Cry because of about 4 of my friends, each for different reasons
Cry becasue of my sister
Cry because of school
Cry becasue of me
All I do is cry.
And I wish I could stop it
I wish I could take the pain away
But I try my hardest to take away your pain
So it has to make its way out somehow
It has to cause pain somewhere
And it is coming out of me
It is coming out in tears.
But I am at least consoled by the fact that they aren't coming out of you.

Did you know that a good 20 minute cry can leave you dehydrated, with a headache and burning eyes for about 12 hours? and the exhaustion lasts for a good 24hrs or so too...

2 comments:

  1. Dear Tianna.

    I am phrasing this like a letter because, well, I can. Crying a lot is awful, it feels awful, it makes a person feel useless and depressed and generally in a lot of emotional pain. As you've said.
    But I just want to tell you that sometimes, not crying is worse. Over time, anyway. So, I want to wish you luck in dealing with everything you have to deal with, and I do hope you're able to get a handle on things. But at the same time, I just want to tell you not to forget about emotions and tears. Because they're healthy. To an extent... :)

    Love, Alanna.

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