Lying

I hadn't seen you in almost 2 years
I still thought about you, wondered what you were doing, how you were going
wondering if you ever thought about me
I began to convince myself that I was wrong
that you weren't right for me
and I started to believe it, I really did.
But my detox didn't work
I saw you on Thusday night and something in me changed again
Your surprise to see me,
you quick composure
Your casual, yet serious 'How have you been'
Made me think that I wasn't making it up
But then I see your perfect girlfriend, and I realise my place
Never good enough, or perfect enough for you
I was content with a friendship
But when that was taken away from me, I began to think of what could have been
what might have been. What never will be.
But I don't think I was lying.
I saw you looking at me, when I was trying so hard not to look at you.

Goodbye, my almost lover
Goodbye, my hopeless dream
I’m trying not to think about you
Can’t you just let me be?
So long, my luckless romance
My back is turned on you
I should’ve known you’d bring me heartache
Almost lovers always do

Book 36 - Incurable

Book number: 36
Book name: Incurable
Page Number: 246
Page Subtotal: 12430

Achievement

It's 12:36 and I have finished my Chemistry ERT.
I think I've earned myself some stir-fry. :D
Then I have to learn English... :S

It's time I told you, Thursday

I really don't like your involvement in the school week
You take up my WHOLE day, and teach me nothing
I spend you in SOR watching pointless movies that have no relevance,
And learning how to do a test that I'm already good at
and spending pointless time in lessons that I can be studying at home
So tomorrow, I'm going to spend you at home.
In my study.
And you will be productive, damn it.
I will spend you writing my Chemistry
and researching my Physics
and Learning my English
and doing my maths
and then we will all be happy.
and you don't have the right to judge me for the way I spend my time
My time, my business.

Kristy, I need to share this moment with you

I am currently (obviously) sitting at the computer
While eating.
Part of my biscuit just fell into the keyboard,
so I had to shake it to get it out.
Just thought I'd let you know, cuz I know you'll find it funny.
With Love and biscuit fragments
Tianna
p.s. Sorry for being irritating today :)

Book 35 - While I live

Book Number: 35
Book Title: While I Live
Page Number: 300
Page Subtotal: 12184

I told you

I told you I would
And it turned out much better than I expected; I'm still in one piece