Lying

I hadn't seen you in almost 2 years
I still thought about you, wondered what you were doing, how you were going
wondering if you ever thought about me
I began to convince myself that I was wrong
that you weren't right for me
and I started to believe it, I really did.
But my detox didn't work
I saw you on Thusday night and something in me changed again
Your surprise to see me,
you quick composure
Your casual, yet serious 'How have you been'
Made me think that I wasn't making it up
But then I see your perfect girlfriend, and I realise my place
Never good enough, or perfect enough for you
I was content with a friendship
But when that was taken away from me, I began to think of what could have been
what might have been. What never will be.
But I don't think I was lying.
I saw you looking at me, when I was trying so hard not to look at you.

Goodbye, my almost lover
Goodbye, my hopeless dream
I’m trying not to think about you
Can’t you just let me be?
So long, my luckless romance
My back is turned on you
I should’ve known you’d bring me heartache
Almost lovers always do