To My Fariy Angel

STOP DOUBTING YOURSELF, YOU SILLY GIRL!
You will do a fine job, no an EXCELLENT job; you wouldn't have been picked if they didn't think you would.
And don't worry, do what you can, work as hard as you can, because you know that me and my mrs and our antelope will be there to help you if you can't do it all.
Don't worry about your friends.
We all feel the same, but they know that you love them and that you have their back when they need it, and if they don't know that, then they don't know you too well at all.

Don't doubt yourself. Because then it will become a reality;
If you think you can't do it, then you can't.
So make sure you always know that no matter how hard something may seem, you can do it, you can overcome it (lol Kayla would so be "that's what she said"-ing right now).
Excuse the innuendo, and take the advice...I thought it was quite poetic, by my standards XD
love you

Wifey, Dearest Wifey

I miss you.
Come back...now.
And that's an order!

Never ever ever ever ever ever go away for this long again...ok?
You missed Erin's party! t'was very fun, everyone wondered what you would have worn! lol
And you weren't here for our wedding anniversary! Which I nearly forgot! whoops...
Nearly every day something funny will happen or some inside joke will arise, but you're not there to laugh about it with.
Or I'll think of something that I MUST tell you, but by the time I think of texting you, I've forgotten it.
Or something will happen, funny or shocking or whatever and I can see your reaction in my mind.
God I hate school holidays!
I miss you too much.
And you need to come back
Because I need to tell you that I got The Farseekers and Ashling for Christmas and I'm already up to Ashling
Because I need to tell you that Mikayla is reading Obernewtyn and really likes it
Because I need to tell you that Eclipse is coming out somewhere in June/July
Because I need to tell you that Harry Potter 7 part 1 is also coming out then
Because I need to show you this hilarious photo of my nunno
Because I need to show you the video of the fireworks
Because I need to watch Angels and Deamons together again so we can laugh about out particle accelerator
Because I need to tell you about the most insensitive thing I said to Erin the other night (sorry again about that Erin!)
Because I need to tell you about this crazy heart surgeon woman in Grey's Anatomy
Because I need to tell you about this awesome medical Wii game we got for Christmas
Because I need to admit to someone the amount of Grey's Anatomy episodes I have watched in the last 3 weeks (It's a lot, like 40 something episodes, more than 26 hours of Grey's!)
Because I need to show you my awesome new Elmo pencil case and towel from Sea World
Because I need to tell you about my cousins visiting, and their reactions to the characters at Sea World and Movie World
Because I need to tell you about the house hunting
Because I need a hug
Because I need to tell you that I love you and that I miss you
Because I need you!
So come back right now!

In conclusion, I'm selfish telling you that you need to come back; you need to come back anyway; I miss you and I love you.
See you soon!

First Post of the year

No, I haven't reflected on the past.
No, I don't plan too.
Life goes by too fast and too much changes too quickly for me to spend time looking at the past.
So instead I look to the future.
This year is a year of achieving things.
I have spent too much time caring so much about school that I have suffered for it elsewhere.
I know it's not ideal timing to figure that out, but I'm going to act accordingly.
I am going to work my toosh off to get good grades, but I'm not going to make school a competition as I have selfishly before.
I am not going to dwell on my marks, I will accept them and move on.
This year I am going to have FUN.
I am going to get a new job
I am going to do musical, even though every single member of my family (asides from my 12 year old High-school-musical-loving sister) is advising me against it
I am going to go out on weekends
I am going to sleep less
I am going to actually ask my date to the formal, not let kristy do it for me XD
I am going to get skinny
I am going to be totally awesome in Chamber
I am going to AMERICA!!!
A year of goals
A year of excitement
A year of hard work.
I'm ready for it...
Are you?

Merry Christmas to all, and to all a good night!

I am leaving tomorrow morning for a few days, but when we get back, I won't have access to a computer for a few days, so this is my last post for a week or so.

I would just like to thank all of you who read this, my friends. For you to waste your valuable time reading the unimportant rantings of yours truly, you must really like me! XD
Thankyou for always being a support, a helping hand when I need it. Don't think everything you have done has gone unnoticed.

To my dearest spouse, this is our first Christmas as a couple, and we're spending it apart! *tear*
Thankyou for being my wife for the last 6 months and 18 days, and thankyou for being my friend before that. I can't put into words how much you mean to me, but if I could, I would.

To my antelope. You have been my antelope for going on 4 years now, and the thing I love most about you is that you don't change. Sure you get a new hairstyle or whatever, but I can always rely on you to be consistent, to be steady, to always be there. Thankyou for being my noble steed for the past few years, and I hope you will continue to be for many many many many many more years to come (aka forever).

To my...hmmm I don't have a pet name for you...you can be my Fairy Angel. To my Fairy Angel; My best friend by defult. You know, the ironic thing is, I have never thought of you as just my best friend by defult, you have always been quite high on the 'best friends' list. Thankyou for making life fun and funny, for laughing at inappropriate times, for saying the perfect thing at the perfect time, for saying stupid things like Nurses and Daughters, and for making everyone else happy, even when you're not.

I meant to write you all extensive Christmas letters, but time has defeated me, and I won't have them done by New Years, so they can be Late New Years/Early Australia Day letters.

To all the rest of you who I don't have time to individually write to, thankyouthankyouthankyou. I will be eternally grateful for, well EVERYTHING!!

I shall now quote the piece of paper that I spent an entire Physics lesson filling in with the same two words over and over and over...
MERRY KRISTYMAS!

I'm ashamed of myself

I claim to know you
I claim to be your best friend
But the truth is,
I know very little about you
I mean, I know you and the way you act when you are upset and I know when something is wrong
But I am ashamed to say that in fact, I don't know you
After knowing you for 4 years, it wasn't until Sunday night that I found out what books you like.
That you and I actually have the same taste in music
There is so much about you that I don't know, that I want to know, that I should and need to know.
So, I am going to find them out.
I will spend the next year getting to know you
Asking random questions
Just so I can add them to my memory bank of things that I know about you
Only then can I say that I know you.
I'm sorry I don't know you
It wasn't until Sunday that I realised that I don't
But don't worry,
I will.

I love my mum

Recently, my mum's boss has had a baby, and the other lady who works with mum has been really sick, so mum has been basically running the business.
She has been working full-time; long hours everyday.
So I have been helping out with the cooking and cleaning and washing etc, cuz otherwise I sit on the couch and watch my butt grow.
But she got me a present! I was so sweet, I wasn't expecting it at all!
So I now officially own series 4 of Grey's Anatomy!
I was lying in bed watching them last night, laughing to myself.
It was quite sad really!XD

So in conclusion, I love my mum

Book 16 - The Vile Village

Book Title: Lemony Snicket's A Series of Unfortunate Events Book the Seventh: The Vile Village
Book Number: 16
Page Number: 256
Page Subtotal: 5066

YAY one third of the way through my goal!
In this book, the children are sent to the Village of V.F.D., or the Village of Fowl Devotees. This is because the children are involved in a scheme involving the saying 'It takes a village to raise a child'. The children primarily live with Hector, the town's handyman and while they are there, they are accused of murder but escape and free the Quagmires who escape with Hector in a self-sustaining Hot air Balloon. Unfortunately Olaf, who is disguised as Detective Dumpin, stops the children from escaping.

This gets a 7 out of 10. It also used to be one of my least favourites, but now I don't mind it.