Why?

I think the main reason I don't tell you things straight away is that I really don't like drawing attention to myself. I didn't realise till today, but I really am a secretive person...I don't tell many people very much at all... I guess I am afraid that if you know too much about me, if you know me, or if you realise certain parts of me, you won't want to hang around.

Sometimes I feel that I am too broken, too beyond repair, that there is no point saying anything, because the only thing it will do is make you worse, not me better.
So I choose not to tell.
I will eventually tell you, in most cases, but I wait until it no longer hurts, so that you don't hurt.
You have enough to be getting on with without worrying about me.
I am well equipt to dealing with things, because I am a private person, so sometimes it's best not saying anything.

But it doens't mean I love you any less. It doesn't mean I don't trust you, or value your friendship.
Quite the opposite really.

I just don't like to air my dirty laundry in public, as they say.

So, I think you were the only one who heard earlier today, but the wedding was two or three weeks ago. No, I wasn't invited, but despite what I have said in this post, it didn't hurt. To be honest, I didn't really care, He can do what he likes as far as I'm concerned.
He lost his right to me caring a LONG time ago.