In spite of my better instincts, im going to confort you...

Well, I'll try.

You're in pain...it's kinda obvious. But I'm sorry, you can't keep doing this.
She's in pain too, and you are just going to add to it.
You need to make it go away, or just deal with it. And i know that is easier said than done.
You can't keep expecting her to run to you at every moment that you need her, because sometimes there are people who matter more to her than you do at that point in time.

Tu amo lui, Io guarda.
Ma e` non bene per suo.
Si deve ferme...
Prime e` troppo tardi.

oh what am i doing here...
I don't know how to comfort you...I'm still not sure why i want to.
But please, please
try not to hurt her
at the moment.
she is hurt enough