you don't get it

you are anything BUT a blank canvas.
there is so much beauty, so much substance in everything you do that i don't know how you think that is nothing.
everything you do, and everything you are is full of something. there is no part of you that is full of nothing.
do you hear me?
NO PART!
everything about you; your personality, your actions, your thoughts are so full of something that it is unbelievable.

i know when it feels like you have nothing
when you feel empty, yet so full of the nothing-ness.
you don't have to hide behind it.
i am here, i am there, i will listen
even when you're not fine, i want to be there, i want to help you.
it is my job, as your topaz, to be there all the time.
i will be here, dear wifey, and i will be waiting.
whenever, whatever you need me for, i am here
and promise me you will never again think you are full of nothing
deal?