Is it bad?

Is it bad that I want to give up
Is it bad that I don't want to do this
Is it bad that 9 days is too long
Is it bad that I want to see you
Is it bad that all I want to do is see you
Is it bad that I like FTV classrooms
Is it bad that I don't care to break the rules
Is it bad that I don't care to sneak around
Is it bad that after 2 weeks I won't see you for a while
Is it bad?

There are so many things that I shouldn't be doing
There are so many other things I should be doing
Is it bad that I don't care?
Because right now, none if it matters
All I want to do is enjoy my life
And the next 9 days are holding me back.