It's all my fault...

I've been so absent, self-centered and uninterested for so long that everyone else has fallen apart.
Everyone is literally falling to pieces before my eyes, and I've been oblivious to it.
How could I not see, how could I not CARE?
But I'm going to change. I'm going to become the person I used to be, and the person who I want to be.
I will help, I will care.
I will be there when you need me most, because you were there when I needed you most.
I will fix this, all of this

I don't think you understand...

I know you're hurting.
And there is no way you could ever keep that from me.
You need to understand that not knowing why you're hurting,
and that helpless sense of uselessness it worse than seeing you hurting...
well not really, but it's close.

You can come to me.
Tell me all your problems and I will fix them for you.
That's my job
To take away your pain, and dispose of it safely.

You can't keep this from me.
I will find out in the end...
If it's different from what I think it is.

Don't worry about me.
Don't think that you are protecting me,
I can't bear to watch you upset,
So let me help you fix it.

Love you always,
My darling Amythyst