Twilight vs Harry potter

i know this is a topic of many people's blogs, but im not here to argue which is better, or whether or not the movie is good.
im going to talk about why they appeal to me...i hope it doesn't show too much of the part of me that i don't want to be shown...

i think what appeals to me most about them is that both harry and bella didn't fit into the normal world at all, but once they were taken into a neew world, they found where they finally fit.
i think that cuz i 've always been the person who doesn't fit into this world, i hope that some day there will be a world that i do fit into.
i don't mean that i am expecting a hot vampire, or a half giant to come and tell me about their new world that i fit into, i mean that there will be some part of the world, some clique that i will actually fit into.
as much as i try, i can never seem to fit in as well as i would like. i don't expect to be everyone's best friend, but there are few people that i can say really know me and i can be comfortable with.

i don't know whether it is because i don't let people in, or whether its just that people don't want to get close to me, but i do know that in the past i have exposed myself, and been ridiculed... so i think that may be why i no longer expose me...

sorry this was a really wacked/ranty/didn't make sense blog...i will try to keep them to a minimum...

i hope that didn't show too much of the part of me that i don't want to be shown...